Grae (n) - to injure by striking or pressing, without breaking the skin; liable to fall or sway; differing in nature from what is ordinary, usual, or expected; antagonistic, hostile, or unfriendly toward others; injury, damage, or harm; separate, apart, or isolated from others; of, pertaining to, or exhibiting homosexuality; to treat medicinally ; feeling or exhibiting an inability to understand; uncontrolled or illicit sexual desire or appetite; attractive in a dainty way; an unbleached and undyed condition.
Fuck. My. Life.

So Shire talks crap to Mitch. Mitch starts crying. I go over. Mitch starts kissing. I stop kissing. Mitch tries to take pills. I go back to kissing. I give my virginity to Mitch so he won’t kill himself. Mitch showers in the morning. I sleep all day. Mitch texts Carter all day. I talk to Zak after I get up. I stay in bed and hurt. Mitch makes me a waffle. I text Zak. I bathe. I get a ride to Taco Bell with Zak. I obviously can’t walk right since I had shit shoved up my ass the previous night. Zak suspects. I spill. Zak calls me a whore and screams at me before leaving. I’m stuck walking home (and my ass won’t allow this). But instead, I sit on top of a building for a while. Mitch won’t give me a ride home so I tell him fuck you. Mitch is no longer a friend. Zak is no longer a friend.

My life is shit.